Blind Eyes In The Cafe' !

IT's Starting All Over Again But It's Like It's Annoying Me So Softly For The Very 1st Time ! It's Just Like I Drink From An Empty Glass Or Something As Hot as The First French Coffee I Had . It Burns Me But My Hands Are Freezing ! I Feel The Blood Pressure InSide My Heart But It Feels Like Winter's Cold Wind Blowing Into My Eyes ! It's Blind But It's True . Really Does Clothes Turn A Man Into a Real GentleMan Or a Queen Into a Miner ? Hih ! The Wooden Stairs To Run On , The Shame In The Boy's Wild Eyes . Or The Body HairS And The Nails Polish ! Is It Just What I Think ? Is It Just a Dream Or Is It The Fact I've Spent All My Life To feel ? Really , How Does IT feel Smoking In Cold Air While You Know SOMETHING Beats So Fast Up There When It Hears Something That's Been Expected All These Years While I Was Alone Crying In a Lonely Cold bed ! Maybe What I Need Is a Cold Cold Cold And Steamy Shower OR Something Rude And Gross To Make Me feel Safe While I'm Snoozing On Because I Hate It Soft 'n Smooth . No , It's a Fantasy Coming True Just Because I LOVE YOU !

Undenied ...

Your softly spoken words
Release my whole desire
Undenied
Totally

And so bare is my heart, I can’t hide
And so where does my heart, belong

Beneath your tender touch
My senses can’t divide
Ohh so strong
My desire

For so bare is my heart, I can’t hide
And so where does my heart, belong

Now that I’ve found you
And seen behind those eyes
How can i
Carry on

For so bare is my heart, I can’t hide
And so where does my heart, belong

Belong         Belong ...

DoberHuman's Dream ...

Who's Gon' Protect me From What I Want ? Do You Think I'm Wild Enough To Fight For my Dreams ?es , I'm Wild As a Tedy Bear . Heh ! Just Kidding SO RUNAWAY BEFORE I EAT YOU LIKE A DOBERMAN ! What ?!!?!?! A Doberman ?!?!?? YESSSSS , Just Like One . He's Got Long Legs And He's Smart 'n Hungry So I Love itttttttttttt !!! Yeah The Only Thing I Love In This world Is a Doberman ! I'm Gonna Paint Myself Like a Maniac Dog In my Nightmares Tonight ! Then It'd Be Like I Can Only Be Submited For My Owner And The Only One Who I Love Would Be Him . How Wonderful Life Is when u Are a Doberman . I Believe I Was Talking About my Dreams ! But Now My Dreams Are Limited In a Dog's Head . What's The Difference Betwen Being Me And a Doberman ? Huh ? Let me Think ...                           ! Do u Think Dobermans Like "ABBA" , Or mmm "Marilyn Manson" ?!?!? offf What am i Saying ? What's The Analogy Between "ABBA" 'n "Marilyn manson" ?!! Ha ha .... ! Being Which One Do u Think Can Bring My Dreams True ? A CockSucker Or a Doberman Wich Loves Cock ?...

PRIDE ...

Burnin' Books , breakin' Windows , fadin' Memories , Fallin' Lights , Emotion Voice , Loud Scream , Runnin' Tears . This is What u Have To be For Winning My Love Back Though I Still Kill My Moments For u'r Eyes !

Chaotic Heartbeats , Afraid Eyes , Tired Lips , Numb Legs , Suspicious Attitude , Naked Thoughts , So Fucking Desperate . This is What I Have To be To Let U Win My Love Back Again Though I Know U Still Think What a Great Kisser I Might be !

I CAN'T BE A LOSER THOUGH I STILL FILL THE  EMPTINESS IN MY HEART BY DREAMING OF U !


Where Do u Think This Love Is Taking Us ?
There's Just One Fog Left Here Among My Hesitations ! DID U EVER LOVE ME ?
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Devil inside !

Everybody wants me to be their angel
Everybody wants something they can cradle
They don't know I burn
Maybe there's a devil or something like it inside Jealous angel deep inside me
You don't know cuz you're too busy reading labels
You're missing all the action underneath my table
I'm waiting for my turn
Just waiting for my turn
Time to make it burn
This is how I burn ...

Gangster Joy ...

it's green 'n it's grey . Sorry mum But it's true ! i Was born to be honest  So i tell u i hate these smelly shoes named You'r life . Do u think We've got enough Time to Stop This hurricane  Ruining Our lives ? oOoOpss , i Was Supposed To be Jolly and enjoy living , This is Exactly what i was Thinking About While Ago . I Promised my Self  Not to Smoke Weed Again So What Happened ? Now Here I am The Same Heartless Bitch Who hates Everybody Including YOU ... !  Really ,What's The Harm?!